i can no longer pretend dat
i duno aniting..
since things had developed till this way.
so dis is wad i wan to say to u all .

okay lets clarified the prank letter first,
it was a superb longlong *confession* letter..
and i can see the utmost effort u put in it.
haha thanks (:
thanks for making me freak out lyk no tomoro.
thanks for making me feel irritated.
thanks for tryin to cheer me up as well !
and thanks for teaching me how to decipher the hidden meaning >.>
haha but u can nvr dou4 win ur shifu de mah :D
in the end, became i annoyingly-confessingly-pranking him back.
wan to prank me? in ur nxt lifetime! lol!
thanks for the QraQra sweets :D it reali taste yummy !


had our first tuition physic session.
crapper tudi wan to par his xiao-bai-lian wib mrs lim's bai-lian
but i rmb mrs lim's face emerged victorious bah!
ytd i felt ver courageous,
cos i dared to ask n counter mrs lim mani qns ^^
den halfway thru.. that weak tudi started shivering ..
duno wad is his layers of fats for ==? jus-kidding!
so i hao-yi passed my jacket to him..
but he passed back.. sayin it resemble his audition sweater...

then my dumb phone was certified before my tuition...
can receive calls n smses,
but when i attempted to reply or call back..
it will hang.
-hang.hang.hang-
the entire screen jus turned to another weird colour.
so im superb pissed during tuition..
so im sorry for not replyin any msgs at tat period ytd.
but thanks tudi..
somehow ur craps cheered me up
and ur songs.
ya.. i oso tink XiaoZhu may become my idol soon!
daddy din fetch me last nite..
so the two of us waited for 67 instead..
but it was packed.. in the end took another bus,
to BP LRT station.
but while we were waitin..
the atmosphere was kinda tense and wrong..
sorry if i had unintentionally say any words dat
offend u or hurt u..
i tink my emotion was not ver in control or stable..
although he kip assuring dat it's not me..
but somehow i felt uneasy n guilty abt wad i said to him.
i dont think im being over-sensitive.
those tears dat i saw in his eyes reali freak me out.
realli cherish a gd fren n gd tudi like u (:
hope our frenship lasts.
although im an aquarius..
i dont tink ur frenship wib every single aquarius will end.
at least not mine .
been quite awhile since i took LRT,
sat at the very front of the LRT facing the glass..
sudd felt lyk a kid whr things can be so simple.
i reali thought thru alot on my way home..
i've not idea how things turn out dis way at all.


hmm.. ytd happen alot yup.
this part is for somebody esle.
ya i saw ur msg.
reali thanks alot for being such a wonderful fren to chat wib.
it felt lyk history is repeating itself.
it triggered all my secondary sch memories.
those memories dat i've been tryin to not to remember?
it is my problem.
im very happy wib the way things are now.
so i dont intend to make any changes in my life.
im not ready for it.
and i dont wan any changes as well.
so lets keep things simple like it used to be.
maybe it is no use apologising,
but im sorry for the pain dat i may had cause u..
but we cant force things to happen..
it will onli result in more sorrow and unhappiness for each other.
i oso cherish a fren lyk u.
lets enjoy our last yr in JC (:

i dont wan or need anithing esle now.
i onli nid frenship and kinship.
thats all. thanks.


then.. thanks joydardar.
ur sms reali lifted up my mood alot !
im realli glad and fortunate to have such a best best fren lyk u.
u can nvr be replaced by anyone anybody in my hart <3
thanks for analysing the situation for me..
thanks for answering all my doubts..
thanks for counselling me
thanks for knowing everything abt me..
thanks for appearing in my life 6yrs ago..
thanks for being my best fren..
i tink.. i reali nid u alot ^^
u rawks!


also thanks de xiang (yuki).
his trick reali amused me alot ytd,
and almost nearli fell for it .
anyway~
thanks for ur strange way of advicing me..!
thanks for those superb crap ideas dat u kip on givin
thanks for ur encouragement too (:
u r my no.ONE one online fren okay!
swim lil kitty!